Hey there...
I'm going through a weird patch right now where time is passing quickly and dragging its ass at the exact same time.
...Let me explain. I finished school last December through our new early completion program, and I was supposed to be attending our local college in Jan., but I mucked up and missed out on that. So for the next eight months, until the new semester begins (and my damn school gives me my damn diploma), I'm stuck at home.
It's great except for the fact that I don't have my license, I don't have a job, I don't go out with friends, and I am terrified of going outside. Make that facts. I am quite pathetic, really. There's some part of me that wants to break free and do all the normal stuff that I'm supposed to be doing right now, but the bigger, stronger part is the agoraphobic with a severe inferiority complex and scores of other mental health problems.
And to top all of that off my stomach problems only seem to be worsening. Maybe it's stress, maybe it's Crohn's, but whatever it is, be glad you can eat normal food. Gluten can be found in everything and when you suddenly become allergic to it, you start to get a little hungry.
I'm stuck. In a rut. I'm stuck in a rut deep inside a hole surrounded by a plastic bubble encased in a concrete box.
These, my friends... These are the Adventures of Strawberry Milk.
Milk, Out.
what time is it?
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